trigger

the safety was off
i grabbed the man by his neck
and put the barrel on his forehead

"pray' i said.."i give u one minute"
the man held his head up
smiled at me
"kill me..pussy"
i pulled the trigger
fired twice
blood sprayed on the walls like the battle of Waterloo
i let go
the man slipped slipped from my sight

i dropped on my knees
my vision blurred by warm tears
wailing
and cried the Satanic cry
for he was my lover,the man
shot by me